MY SON
Indira
I watched him in the crib
A tiny tot was he
Trying to put his little toe
right into his mouth
Then one day he went to school
and tears rolled down his cheeks
And as he passed those iron gates,
he turned and looked once more…
Years rolled on and he did grow
and a bicycle he rode
‘Bye ma see you in the evening’, he said
Then one day he bade goodbye
And across the seas he went
Even there he is my son
A young man tall and smart
The future before him lies
God is always by his side
In the hollow of His hand
He holds him
This dear son of mine….
BRUNO OUR DOG
Indira
Our dog Bruno strong and smart
With wistful eyes and naughty look
With dark brown coat and pleasant ways
The cynosure of neighboring eyes
Nothing doth him upset
But the mewing of a cat
Which indeed his heart doth stir
And sends him galloping down the stair
He never thinks he is a dog
But always feels he is one of us
And never barks when strangers call
Thinking all that is for us to see to
He loves going out by car or walk
His eyes sparkle and ears cock
He runs to the gate ahead of us
Wagging and well pleased
He thrusts himself into the room
Scratching us with his nails so sharp,
Demanding pats on his back
He’s just a dog as you can see
But do u know what he is to me?
He is the spice of the family
I love you Bruno so fine
Whatever you do you are mine
And as you on my lap do rest
I hug you and say you are the best!
My Mother
Indira
I think of the day as a little girl
I strolled on the earth with my lovely mother
Clasping hands with her in love
We looked up to the heavens above
And myriad stars looked down on us
In those days of long ago
Were not the countless stars the same?
That father Abraham saw many years ago?
As I look up to the heavens today
The stars that sparkle the sky are the same
But the eyes that look up
Are old and faded
And the hands that clasped have none to hold
Heavenly father hold thou my hand
Lead me on in earth’s weary way
Guided by angel hands
As long as on this earth I abide
Oh Master In faith help me clasp your hand
Glancing up at the dimming stars I say like my mother before me
Bless my children I ask dear father
As you blest Abraham in days of old
GOD ANSWERS PRAYER
Indira
When I look
up at the mountain top
And stare at the waterfall gushing down
I think of how our prayers go up and
From heaven bring blessings down
When we raise our voices to God
They do fall on the ears of God
Heaven is deaf when need is dumb
We do not have a God whose ears are numb
When a cry of
need goes upward
the song of joy is heard
For God hears a poor man’s sigh
and answers his every cry
No face
ever turned to Him has been in vain
He never fails the soul that trusts him
He never fails! He never fails!
When our
crying turns to praying
It turns our fears to singing
For every sorrow that comes our way
Is a Jacob’s ladder on our way
Crossroads
Indira
At the crossroads of life he met
me
I was perplexed weary and alone
My burden was heavy and the way hard
And I fell beneath the load
He spoke to me as to a child
His touch was soft and words were mild
‘Rely on me, trust me’
He said in a voice sweet and soft
Bewildered was I at his tender call
I knew not whether to turn or fall
But that day my burdens rolled apart
And there was a song in my heart.
Whether billows roar or waves do soar
With the Savior there is nothing to fear
O weary heart - just trust and obey..
And the peace of God shall power your way
The Mango tree
Indira
I
looked at the mango tree
It was in full bloom
Summer was fast approaching
And fruit was on the boughs
Mother told me this:
‘That seed was sown
on the day that you were born’
How both of us had grown!
The seed had grown
Drawing strength from the soil
and borne good fruit
but have I borne fruit?
Am I grafted to my Savior?
Have I taken root in Him?
Do I bear the fruit of the Spirit?
Visible for all to see?
These are the questions that often arise
When I gaze at the mango tree
the mango tree is bearing and sharing
How about you and me?
Life’s a bridge
Indira
One
early morning
As the sun was rising
I was standing by a river bank
Watching a boat sailing by
I saw ripples on the waters bright
Dazzling in the sunlight
But as the boat went by
The ripples went out of sight
Are our lives like ripples?
That disappear as we pass by
Without making a mark that lasts
On the river of life flowing by?
Should we not be like a bridge?
Built across the swift waters
For those who see us to whisper
‘What a bridge to cross the waters’
Let us be helpful and useful
Like a bridge across the river
Leading people to the other side
Helping them to reach heaven’s door
A Helping Hand
Indira
I sat in the garden amidst the green
I saw a bug climb up a leafy plant
His eyes bright and expectant
Happy as he marched up the stem
but when he reached the top
He was sore distressed
there was nothing there to eat!
As I sat there looking at the bug
A thought crossed my mind
I bent the blade of the plant
Just to touch the next
The eyes of the insect brightened up
He quickly walked and crossed
To the next plant his hunger to satisfy
A bending of the stem
Satisfied the hunger of the bug
And he was happy
So also in life
A little act of love
A kind word, a helping hand
will do wonders
And turn the world upside down
Growing Old
Indira
A little more tired at the close of day
A little less anxious to have our way
A little less ready to fret and blame
And so we are nearing the journey’s end
When time and eternity meet and blend
A little less care for earthly gold
A little more rest in the days of old
A broader view a more tolerant mind
A little more love for all mankind
A little more careful of what we say
And so we are faring a- down the way
A little more love for the friends of youth
A little more zeal for established truth
A little more charity in our views
A little less thirst for the daily news
And so we are folding our tents away
And passing in silence the close of day
A little more leisure to sit and dream
A little more real the things unseen
A little bit nearer to those ahead
With visions of those long lived and dead
And so we are going where all must go
To a place the living may never know.
Where is God?
Indira
I looked out of the window and asked, ‘Where is God?’
The dewdrops on the beautiful flowers just smiled up at me
As they sparkled in the sunlight and said,
‘Here he is’
I looked at the heavens and asked, ‘Where is God?’
Millions of stars and galaxies looked down at me
And in the beauty of the night they whispered, ‘Here he is’
I looked at the road below with its hustle and bustle and in wonderment exclaimed, ‘Where is God?’
And in the face of a baby I did see God
I saw a little boy lend his arm to an old man
And here I saw God
WHEN IN PAIN
Indira
As darkness engulfed my path in life
And the entire world seemed to fall apart
My weary eyes looked to thee
And I saw in you your love for me
When pain tore my body to pieces
And I was not able to turn or muse
When tears streamed down my cheek
I was able to feel your touch on me
When I walked through deep waters
When I felt weak and tattered
I heard a gentle voice whisper
Take hold I’ll see you through
Old and feeble weak and disabled
In pain and distress and over burdened
You were right beside me
As I rested my weary head on your breast
Growing Old
Indira
It has been said of an old man who had lived in London all his life, that when
he left London
to live with his children in a village close by, that he would often climb a
hillock and gaze on the dazzling sights of London. His heart yearned to
go back to London
to live there in surroundings where he had grown up, lived, loved, and been
loved
Old age is a stage where we are like kings and queens who have lost
their crowns. We have lost our place of importance. We retire from
service and even in our homes have no say in the matter. Children take
over and we have to keep to ourselves. Old age is a period that everyone
has to pass through
Would you say only youth is beautiful? Which is more beautiful Sunrise
or Sunset? Spring or autumn? Youth is beautiful, blithe and debonair. Old
age is bent with age and woe, with wrinkles deep and looks too plain to speak
about
But age with its prudence experience, patience, and maturity outbalances the alacrity of youth. Statistics show that several artists, poets and painters brought forth their masterpieces after sixty years of age
Did not God make a covenant with
Abraham in his 99th year? So seniors take heart. It was Browning who
said, ‘Grow old along with me, the best is yet to be’. We may yet have
glad surprises along the corner - spiritual or otherwise…
Rock of Ages
Indira
When old,
our consciences can find peace with God. He is the Rock of all ages and
in this cleft we take shelter. We need not think of our past sins as we
have been saved by His grace and are at peace with God. We need not suffer
remorse again for our mistakes. These blunders have made us wise and helped us
to teach the younger generation and pray for them.
Yet it is true that the old have nothing to aspire for in this life. We tread
this earth with a feeling of loneliness. We keep looking back on past and think
of the happy days we had with our parents and later on with our spouse.
In our childhood there were many people to dote on us. In our
marriage, spouse and children were there. When spouse is no more and children
leave the nest, we feel left out and lonely. It is here that our Savior
envelops this vacuum and with his presence talks to us, walks with us, and
guides us along life’s journey.
All through life God has stood by us and he stands by us even more in our old
age. God says ‘Even to your old age I am he and even to hoar hairs will I
carry you. I have made and I will bear, even I will carry and deliver you.’
So now that our duties and responsibilities are over on earth we should strive
to spend our time and energy serving him, pleasing him and portraying him in
our actions as best we can.
Note:
Indira is 81 years old and has been suffering from tongue cancer for the past several years. A graduate from a well known college, she was married at 22 and widowed in her early fifties. She now lives with her daughter. Her son lives in the US with his family. A shy person by nature, Indira plays the piano and loves painting cards. She also collects and writes poems and articles. Indira is usually in pain and lives on painkillers. However, no one has ever seen her other than smiling. These poems reflect her many experiences.